"....but, I always knew he would be gone someday. That's why it's good enough already. Because not being with me will be better for him. I will give up."
"What are you saying, little child?! Don't try to act cool talking like that! Why are you giving up like that at your age? Are you stupid?"
"What do you understand of my feelings?!"
"I understand them! The uneasiness of knowing he'll be gone someday. The feeling of wanting to give up because you can't do anything about it. But if you give up, it's over! You want to be with him, right? You want him to be by your side, don't you? Then you have to work hard for it. Let's do our best. Don't give up."